because i miss you ..

Looking back on everything,

I still remember his smile.

I wish things didn't end so soon,

And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,

I still love him so.

A part of me needs him so much,

Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,

Makes my heart cry out in pain.

I can't believe we won't talk anymore,

The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,

For the smile you see on my face.

Going a single day without him,

Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,

Now I'm afraid of the next day.

Whenever I see him one last time,

I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,

But the tears will fade away.

Life is too short for regrets,

There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,

I won't know what to do...

When he tells me that last goodbye,

I'll whisper,"I already miss you..

i miss you.. !

* I wrote this poem because yesterday is the last day i see his faced. Which means the last day he end their holidays with me. Things will change, feelings will change, but I'll miss him like crazy until I can see him again. Thanks for reading.. hope you enjoyed. IMY dear F <3