hati saya...

saya... nurul anissa bt abdul rahim... tlh merindui sesorg yg sgt d rindui..... sape?? awk laa. hoho. 

da lame tak update belogg nih. rindui nyerr..... rindu la lg kan.. tu jela na ckp.. rindu!

ohhhhhhhh RINDU..... RINDUUUU........................

rindu tawu !

menghitung hari... 1.2.3......12.

kehadapan, keblakang, kekiri, kekanan, keats, kebwh awkk yg sy rindui nd sayangi... sy tgh mnggu hari itu.. hee. pejam celik, pejam celik da 6 taon kite kenal nd na dekat setahun jagung sy dn awk berada d hati dy.. ehh, taktakk.. awk berada d aty sayaa.. haha. tesasul pulak. :))

btw.. sy na nak wish tanx nd tanxx la bnyk2 sbb sudi ceriakan hari2 sayaa, layan perangai sy yg kkdg become worst, poyo, gonjol, stylOOoo.. hohoo nd mcm2 lg laa. syabass krn besaba. sy teharuu. heheee! awk nak tau takk, sy tak sangka dpt kenal awk serapat nihh. dulu kite jus kawan jek, alwys dduk dlm 1clss yg sama dlm mse 5 taon.. tp lngsung tade chemistry 'cinte' dgn awk dlm kamus hdp sayaa. actly.. sy da lame minat awkk. *ecehh..blushing laa.. hee. then, dulu kite slalu jumpe kn?? mane taknye, duk dlm clss yg same mmg la ari2 jumpe..kite borak sme2, gelak sme2, mngumpat sme2.. haha gumbire bangett kan. ap pun yg kite buat mst ad kenangan yg indah2. smpai rse mcm tanak lari jek dri mse tuhh. tp skrgg... kite da jauh kan, even sedaerah, sejalan, sepeta, kite ttp jarang jumpe. msg2 busy dgn cita2 kan. time tuh la sy slalu rindu awkk. hee. mengadanyerr sy :p

hurmm.. hrp2 klw sy tade nt mse yg kite simpan tuh akn sntiase bwt awk tesenyum okay.. SENYUMMMM.. tak perlu kate ape2.. (mcm lgu najwa). awk jgn nanges pulak taw bile sy tade. jgn cengeng! sbb nt sy sdey bile tgok awk sdey.. huaaa!!!!!! ade or tade sayaa.... sy akn sntiase na amk tau psl awkk. okehh bebeh!

awk.. sy harap sgt2 hbgan kite kekal smpai kat syurga nt.. tp.... klw aty awk da dimiliki org yg lg baik nd sempurne dri sy.. awk pg la. sy redha. tuh kan ujian A llah. dy lg tau tau ap yg terbaik utk hambe Dia kan. awk ta yah risau.. syg sy takan bekurang pun. cinta dn hargailah org tuh mcm mne awk cnte nd sayang sy dulu.. btw, maafkan sy klw sy bkn org yg awk mahukan. sy tau sy tak layak, tp sy akn cube jd yg terbaik utk awk, dn ank2 kite.... *menyanyahh pulak*

smpai sini jelahh sy mengarut. maaf klw sy tak sempat na jumpe awk pd trkh tuh, sy harap awk fhm. tp sy akn cube yg terbaik utk jumpe awk, nd sy takan sia2kan mse tuh.. skali lgg trime kasih sbb sudi ceriakan hari2 sy.. terima kasih CHENTA ! ::credit to muhamad fadzrul sazali.

12.12.2010

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setahun kemudian........ will be better! insyAllah.

lagu yg buat hatiku cairrrr......

'if you're Not The One.. '

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? 

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? 

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call 

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings 

but I know you are here with me now 

We'll make it through 

and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand 

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? 

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? 

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? 

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? 

If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife husband?

I don't know why you're so far away 

But I know that this much is true 

We'll make it through 

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with 

And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with 

I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand 

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? 

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away 

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today 

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight 

You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,

I dont understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? 

Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

^arul&nyssa^

siblingssss tercHENTA....

them : nurul ain. nurul anissa. nurul suhana. jazmy syakirin

terima kasih FARAHIN !

Okayy.. tajuk banner mmg special. tanx la farahin sbb sudi  blanje mkn KFC yg bru jgk la bukak kt tmn Anggerik, bandar tenggara kulai johor... sumpa mmg sedapp aym KFC td. 1st time ak rase aym tuh yg paling sedap. haha *bodekkk* farahin mmg best. SUPERB ! then satu lg yg best, xtivity mkn KFC smpai kenyang nih d jlnkan time kitorg tamat exam MUET jam 12.30 p.m td besamaan ary sabtu 13 nov.10. time exm mmg stress gile la kan sbb soalan yg mebebankan otak kami sume. after finish exam kiteorg pun lari la beramai2 ke KFC tedekat. haha. padahal nek van yg d sponsor oleh ayah diba. heehhe. sweet moment la korgg.Sedapnyerr hingga menjilat jari.. jummmmmmmmmmmmm kite g nengok pic^^

pika.yatty.dieba.ira.fiqah.fira.aku la nysaa.yg tukang sponser mknan farahin...

 saya dan fira sempat yerkk begamba besama si pemurah yg baik haty.. *sis farahin. tanxx akak ;)

saya dn fira slpas penat melantak.. errrrkkk~

~THE END.TERIMA KASIH AKK FARAHIN~

just for my sweet HEART

YAKINLAH AKU MENJEMPUTMU

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku
saat ku menuai lalu
coba engkau dengarkan
ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana
ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh
saat kau mulai terjatuh
aku datang menyelamatkanmu
ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya
tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinkan ku tetap milikmu

^arul&nyssa^

program bersamamu SAHABAT..

CEHH.. mcm hangat gile tajok ruangan bloger nih. haha. tak ley bla sgguh ! knp?? kerana............. 4.nov.10 aritu ak tlh pun d petemukan dgn shbt tesyg,trindu,tegile,tesewel,tegemok dll.. hoho. mati ak kalo dy bce menatang yg mgarot belake nih. maapin yaa.

pendekan cite*tadela pnjg sgt pun cite ak td??*ak bjumpe gn clssmate ak dolu2 mse fom4 nd fom5. ct nadiah ank gurl zainuddin namenyerr..  sumpa ak rindu gile gn dy. after spm jekk kitorg mmg lgsung tak jmpe coz msing2 sebok dgn cuti smbil bekerja. haha. *mcm gimik sgt* so, si nadiah yg ak pggil nad nih skang da blaja kt matrikulasi tangkak yg jauh d seberang uma ak.. mse dy tgh cuti sem tulah ak curik2 jumpe dy nd trkh keramat tuh jgk jtoh pd 4.11.10. countdown plissss.. lame tak.lame takk??? lame kan tak jumpe. da bjanggut2 smpai si nad tuh. gile tak lame kan. ktorg ptuskan utk jmpe kt jb jek (plaza angsana a.k.a plaja angang). mmg rse mcm mmpi pon ad gak ble jmpe dy time tuh. da besa bdaknyerr skang.. rindunye kt kw nad.. btw. tanx sbb sudi luangkan mse gan ak. bestt moment ak tak ley lupe. pasnih tah bile la kan kite nk jumpe lg.. chopp2!tanx jgk ats gosipp2 yg buat kite tegelak smpai org around kite tgokk kite mcm nak g anta kt spital tg.rambutan. haha. kw mmg bestt. rindu kw nad.. jum nengok pic2 kite nih. ^pgubat rinduu ak^

time nih kw aja ak buad2 selamba badak tgkap pic kt dpn kdai menan. org sume nengok kite pelik. haha. kw dulik ap an??

 mase kt depan kdai cnderamate. superbb gile ak snap pix nih. bgitu pantas skali utk cover bengang! hoho =='

time nih ak bru pasan yg KITA nih sgt chomel.. hehehh

buku yg kite bace besame kt BADAN. sgt sweet tagline dy. i love u too lah!

okayy.. sgt mggatal yekk bce bku cmginih di usia remaja.. haiyOOoo..

tanda pesahabatan kami.. miss eyuu nad. BFF foreva nd evaa :)) love u a lotss of da rings. >.<

kembali bebloggerrrrr ................!

bile minggu exam menjelme.......mule la bendere exam ak naik, bendere enjoy ak lak buad2 mcm mls nak turun.hishhh! time nih la nk struggle last minit *pdahal mmg hobi ak stdy last minit* fist exam ak start ari isnin arituh..25.okt.10 paper bm. tuhla first time gak ak exam stpm yg kunun nyerr mcm real. pehhh! gelabah habes. sedih.cemburu.terharu.gembira.teruja.sombong.belagak. mule becampor jd satu. hahah. tuh la d namekan aura final exam. msti la korgg pena rase gak kan.kan.kan?? ahahaa.

**pendekan cite mmg tade lgsung nak jengah blog ak yg buruk nd chantek nih.kan? time ber'fb jek sempat.haha.tak same ke tuh?papejelaaa..then,lASt paper ak ary selase nih. 2.nov.10. paper am ngan bm1. OBJEKTIPP okay. so bole bwk dadu. hahah. mcm tak lame plak kan nak abess. papepon. usha tuh penting untuk dptkan pointer yg bestt. chaiyokk la nisa! last.last.last! ak na wish gudluck gak kt membe class syariah ak. *GUDLUCK yarh korgg, paper syariah buat yg trbaikk punye. kalo fail kite jln itik same2 okayy. 

mate pon da nak koma.. so kene tido.arini sayaa bg awk cuti dr nengok buku. muke buke dibolekan.haha. gudnyte bElokkk . tidoo. zzzZZzZZZZzz >.+

5UM 09' memory.. miss dis moment !

ak terlalu rindu gile gan dak2 kelas ak dulu mse 5UM 09'. sumpa rindu gile an.. sgale suke duke caci maki kutuk katik kite buat sesame an. rsenyerr takde sahabat yg terbaik lg terchenta selain korg. klw bole di putarkan mse tuh ak mmg nak nikmat abes2 time study gan korg dulu.. maklumla.. skrg kite sume da tepisah jauh. buat hal pun sendiri2. mkn pon sendiri2. begusip, mengumpat, becinte, membebel, n wateva la..sume sendiri2. YA ALLAH..! bole tak bg balik sahabat2 sy yg dulu2 tuh... huahuahuaaaa.. ;(

 even msing2 da truskan pejuangan utk future korg ak still perlukan korg! korg.korg.. klw da ad membe bru jgn la lupekan ak okayy. korg sume da mcm siblings ak kan. klw sorg hilang sume akn trase rite.?? waaa.. tesentuhnye aty ak! rinduuuuuuu nyerr. rindu nak mkn sesame. rindu nak study+mengumpat+tiru2 omwek yg tak siap+jge blok2 skola yg tak best+jge pintu pagar+tahan budak2 yg dtg lewat+mggu orientasi+kene dende gan cekguh2+presentation yg best+kaco org+lawak buduh si epul n de gengs+beloved frens ct nadiah+cekgu clss 5um mama selly+cekgu2 bio,kimia,fzk,bm,sejrah,maths n etc........sumenyerr la ak rindu. ggrrrr~ sumpah sedeyy gile! doremon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tlg bg sayaa pintu suke haty plisss...nak balik zaman skola dulu2. plis.plisss... *sgt mengarut~~

lastly..nengok la gamba yg ak da editt niyh... nanges puas2 okay. ak rindu korg. (',')'

sahabat SYARIAH saya..

bubu n bobo ! a.k.a hani n fira........ cun2 membe ak niyh an. nie lah membe ak kt class syariah slpas kehilgan membe MINIZUHA. *tp ak still igt minizuha ak ukiee.** smbung cite balik..- dorg kekdg otak mmg 3suku. sengal.nd sewel tulah habit mereka. yg sorg tuh si bobo a.k.a maknenex fira suke membebel-bebel. somtimes naik berasap benanah telinge ak. saba jela. haishh! naseb baik ak penyabar nd baik aty org nye. so relax sudaa.. hahah..hurmm.. bout si bubu a.k.a hani.. yg nih lg sorg.. dy mmg always kusut masai kt class. tp kekusutan dn kmasaian dy tulah buad org tegelak teguling2 kt lantai skola yg bedebu tuh. aura hani la katekan. heheh. tp sumpaH! dorgg memg lucu dlm aty ak. sygg korg ketat2.tnpe korg sunyi wOOOooo life ak kt clss syariah tuh. HUH! btw.. chenta mati hidup gan korg ;) <3 ~HANISAFIRA~

SAHABAT itu CHENTA saya ;)

dats my lovely frends !! besttt frens foreva.. coll as MI.NI.ZU.HA... who?? cik anne + cik reen + cik hani + cik cykin.. skrg kitorg da buat hal masing2.. msg2 bz dgn stdy dorg. so, tepakse la berpisah for continue our future. cik reen nd cik cykin smbung stdy dorg kt poli merlimau melake. cos ap ekk?? lupe la.. heheh. ak lak, cik anne alwys gan cik hani stdy kt kolej yg tak bape nak jaOHH gan uma kitorg.. ngehngehngehh.. kitorg amk cos yg same.. cos syariah. kunun2 la becite2 nk jd peguam. peguam la sgtt. undang2 pun msih langgar. hahah. so, korg nak jd ap ?? *sebuk lak nak tawu.. so, ak telalu la rindu dgn mereka.mereka niyh.. hopefuly la.. one days...... hahah. becrite pulakk dah makcik.

**smbung lak cite...harap2 satu ary nt kami sume dpt la betemu besua2 muke.. cehh. mcm program besamamu pulak dah kan.. mklum laa.. dah lame sgt tepisah then jrg pulak bejumpe.. mane la tak rindu kan. dulu besedih, begusip, berepek2, beshupink, bebebel....nd wateva sumenye buat same2. bile skrg buat ap pun sume tak kene.. sumpah! rindu gile babeeenngg la. huh! okayy la. stop bertyping. penatt suda. lastly. sayang gile kt MINIZUHA. muahmauhmuahh ;)

MALAYSIAN UNIVERSITY ENGLISH TEST or MUET ...

OMA! tak sangke bile pejam celik.pejam celik then pejam2 n celik2 next week ak da exam for MUET ! 

Oh men...... ! so mule la time niyh nak gelabah an, selak2 kamus, buad2 struggle. HUH! lucu KOTT.. mmg ak tak rase mase yg belalu pegi mninggalkan ak.. *ayt skema** hahah. so, ak skrg mmg rase kusut+gumbira+sedih+selebet.. nd wateva lagi la.. mane taknye, ak tak prepare pape pun..tetbe dpt tawu next week 12 OCT 10 time: 11 a.m  seccion:2 ak kene la exam MUET for SPEAKING la weyh !! gempak tak gempak kan.. pandaikah ak?? hahah.. tggu dan lihat la ekk. pape pun all da best utk ak nd membe2 ak yg amik MUET time tuh.. chaiyok la korg :)..

for my MUET teacher miss Santhini Appalanaidu tanxx utk everytink. kami semua akn buad2 yg terbaikk utk teacher.. hehehh..MAYBE !... = ='